Thursday, May 21, 2009

lit books

-The things they carried

"The Things They Carried" is a war novel that follows a platoon of men throughout Vietnam, Tim O'Brian as the main character. The book shows all the hardships and the terrors of Vietnam and the struggles each of the characters face. They miss their lives at home and hate the conditions in Vietnam. Throughout their journey they meet many who try to hurt them and few who try to help.

-Brave New World

This book has a dystopian themed story. In the book, people are genetically engineered for certain position and come off an assembly line like cars. Eventually the lower members of society break off and go on to form their own society which is free from the tyrannical government that enslaves them. The main character, John, eventually commits suicide, because he sees that no matter where he goes there is not escape from society and tyranny.

-Jarhead

Jarhead is a novel surround the gulf war and talks about the hardships of men throughout the conflict and how they almost loose sanity. The book follows a guy named Anthony Swofford who is a scout sniper trying to see battle. The entire time while he is in Afghanistan he never sees conflict but only witnesses his crew members and their struggles to stay sane.



-Catcher in the Rye

Catcher in the Rye is a coming of age novel about a boy named Holden Caulfield, and his experiences in school and eventually in New York City. The novel has a lot of hidden symbolism and also a lot of great life lessons.

essay 3

dehumanization

Haig Bosmajian connects Dehumanization, language, and power in his article called Dehumanizing people and Euphamizing war. He looks at examples of this in history, as well as in everyday life. Dehumanization was used during the holocaust. Hitler referred to the Jews as a “disease” and “parasites”. Hitler also spoke of the “Jewish bacilli” and the “demon of communism.” So by calling the Jews by these names, people no longer thought of the Jews as human. They began to actually think of them as a disease rather than actual human beings. That is why people were able to accept this atrocity that was occurring around them. They were able to accept the extermination of millions of people. People accepted this because they didn't even think that it was people being killed, only a disease being killed.
As I mentioned before Haig Bosmajin sees a connection with dehumanization, language, and power. This connection really makes a lot of sense to me. The most effective way to dehumanize is to use language. Language allows you to influence people without them seeing anything at all. If people had actually seen the Jews being murdered in the gas chambers they would have come to realize a lot sooner that there were actual people being killed. But during this time people saw nothing. They only saw their Jewish neighbors disappearing without return. While they saw nothing, they were constantly being influenced by language. Hitler and the Nazi's told people what what happening. The words of a murderer were the only “facts” anybody was given. But Hitler was in a position of power, so people listened to him. People believed what he said and regarded it all as fact. By listening to Hitler people no longer though of the Jews as human. Hitler had now turned them in to a disease that he was curing. He was being the good guy, he was solving a problem. Through his language he was able to influence a large amount of people so much to the point where they accepted the mass killing of millions of Jews. So language is the first step, next is power. At first I thought that the purpose of dehumanization was to gain power. But I realized that the real connection was that power is what is necessary to initially dehumanize. You need to convince a large number of people that a certain group is no longer human. To refer to these people as terrorists, a plague, evil, or a disease. This use of language is very effective, but it is useless unless there is a way to reach people. The goal is to influence through language, but how is this possible? It is possible if you have power, and a lot of it. You can use highly effective dehumanizing language all you want, but its not going to influence anybody unless you have power. You need to have enough power to be able to reach all of these people to start with. So possibly have control of the news or many television stations. So once you have the power to reach these people, you still need enough power for them to listen to you. That really takes a lot of power. Then once you have the power to reach a large audience that will listen to you, you now use language. As I said before, language will influence people the most especially with dehumanization.
As I previously mentioned, this technique of dehumanization through language and power was used during the holocaust. Hitler convinced millions of people that his extermination of the Jews was merely the cure to a disease. That they weren't actually killing people anymore because he had completely dehumanized the Jews. I actually don't think that the holocaust is the best example for this. People commonly disregard anything that they hear about the holocaust. The holocaust is considered the worst thing that has ever happened in humanity. So by saying that Hitler dehumanized the Jews through language doesn't really say much because nobody thinks that anything like the holocaust will ever happen again. So why not take a look at dehumanization in our everyday lives. There are many examples of our media/government dehumanizing even today. The best example would be the war in Iraq. Although many Americans are not in support of the war, the majority of the victims throughout the entire war have been dehumanized. Words in the news such as victims or losses make us forget that it really means the death of our American troops, as well as middle easterners. Everything that I see in the news about the war is so dehumanizing. Those who are currently fighting in the war seem so unreal to me. They refer to the opposition as the enemy or a virus. When in reality I actually have no real clue what they actually did wrong. We really have no idea what is going on in this war. We don't know who is fighting within Iraq, we don't know what the goal of the war is, and we really don't even know why we are at war anymore. I don't see these people being killed in the war as humans because I know nothing about them. I cant even picture a dead person in Iraq, because I don't know what type of war is even being fought. Is it one where you only shoot if shot at. Is there a giant battle line with opponents charging from both sides. Is the war only little battles here and there? I don't know, I have no idea, because I know nothing about the war. I believe that I am a fair representation of the average American, and I really have no idea what is going on in Iraq. Therefor I see none of the people in the war as actual humans. The tool of language in this case is more the lack of language. The lack of language and information in this case is what has lead to dehumanization. Even though I am aware of this dehumanization, by the media and government,of the people in the war it is still effective. It has still managed to do its job. I really do not view them as human anymore.
So what can we do to reverse the effects of dehumanization? What can we do to make people realize that those who die in the war are real people? Even more, how do you reverse the effects of dehumanization in any situation beyond the Iraq war? Lets first look at the definition of dehumanization before we try to come up with a solution to the problem. In the article Dehumanizing people and Euphemising war by Haig Bosmajian gives a very good explanation of what dehumanization really is, more specifically, what the language of dehumanization really is. It is “words and phrases that fool us in to accepting the unacceptable.” So we are dealing with things that really are unacceptable, but people are blinded by the dehumanizing language used by people in power. So the simple solution, or “antidote”, to this problem is to show people the truth. Americans need to understand how real the war is. After that they will no longer accept what is happening. Why would they? Remember that this is something that is unacceptable that people have come to accept. People just need to be shown the reality of the war and they will no longer accept these things that are going on today. This applies to any other case of dehumanization. All you need to do is bring the people back to life. You just need to show people that these groups that have been dehumanized really are people. So it is obvious what needs to be done to fix dehumanization, simply bring the people back to life. The real question is how to go about doing this. This situation with the Iraq war is a tough one. You're pretty much up against an entire government. But I think that it is possible. If news were to be as unrestricted as it was during the Vietnam war, we would not still be at war. If we were to see the graphic reality of what is going on in Iraq, people would not be okay with it. News should no longer have so many restrictions. Then people would be able to see the real truth. But the media is only oh thing. If our religious and political leaders were to help show people the truth we would not have an issue with dehumanization. Religious and political leaders have so much power to influence others. Currently our political leaders are really abusing this power especially. They are actually contributing to dehumanization. But if these two types of leaders joined together with their immense power, and strong language, they could accomplish a lot. Everything that we hear about on the news about the war needs to be straightforward. We need to know exactly what is happening over there. We need clear concise language, as well as accurate accounts of what happens over there with visuals. This would most definitely make people view those in the war as humans. This would make people no longer accept the unacceptable, and people would actually do something about it. This applies to any situation of dehumanization. If you can get people with power, to use effective language, you can fix dehumanization.

essay 2

Mason Newstead
Pam Baker
English
10/13/08

California High Speed Train


On the ballot this year is a proposition to begin building a high speed train throughout California. The train will run from San Diego to San Francisco. It will have many positive affects on California. One affect of the high speed train being reducing traffic as well as CO2 emissions. Another is that the high speed train will provide extremely fast travel times at a low cost all throughout California. Driving from San Diego to Los Angeles usually takes about two to three hours by car, while the high speed train the trip would be around an hour and twenty minutes and would only cost thirty dollars. (High-Speed Train System). Another benefit of the train is that it will take many drivers off of the road. Not only will this relieve traffic congestion, but according to the official high speed train web site, it is predicted to “avoid over 10,000 auto accidents yearly with their attendant deaths, injuries and property damage when compared to exclusive reliance on highways” ( High-Speed Train System). This November voters will be able to vote to approve the high speed train. If approved, the state will provide about ten billion dollars to fund the project (High-Speed Train System). This money will partially cover the construction of the line from San Francisco to Los Angeles. The total cost for the project is estimated at around forty billion dollars, and the remaining thirty million is expected to come from federal funding as well as private partnerships. The construction process of the high speed train is expected to take about 12 years. During this time over 450,000 Californians will be provided with jobs (High-Speed Train System). Once created the high speed train will “generate $1 billion in annual profits.” ( High-Speed Train System). So it will really help boost our economy by providing thousands of Californians with jobs. The high speed train is perfect for the state of California because it resolves many of our traffic, economic, and environmental problems.

The high speed train is going to be great for the environment. California has always lead the way in fighting Global warming, preserving our natural resources, and conserving energy. The high speed train will address all of these. By having the high speed train thousands and thousands of cars will be off of the roads. When this happens it will reduce CO2 emissions by 12 billions pounds a year (High-Speed Train System). This would be a great thing to help prevent global warming. By taking so many cars off of the road, this is also helping to save one of our very precious, limited, and expensive natural resources...oil. California would save 1.65 billion dollars each year. The high speed train uses much less energy than cars and planes. The train uses about 1/3 of the energy of an airplane, and 1/5 the energy used by an automobile (High-Speed Train System). The high speed train is great for California from an environmental standpoint. It takes many cars off of the road which cuts down CO2 emissions and saves a large amount of gas. The train itself uses very minimal energy. The train is great for everybody. The train will relieve traffic, it is good for the environment, and it saves our natural resources.

Another benefit of the high speed train is the travel convenience. The train will be faster and cheaper in most cases. The drive from San Diego to San Francisco takes about 9 hours. On the high speed train it would take about 4 hours and would cost only 70 dollars (High-Speed Train System). So that means you could take the train to San Francisco hang out there for forty five minutes then take the train home, and you would have made it home before you would have even made it to San Francisco by car. It is hard to calculate the cost of driving to San Francisco because all cars have very different gas mileage. On a long drive like that you would stop for food multiple times, increasing the cost. Although it is hard to estimate, it would cost about 80 dollars to drive to San Francisco. If you were to fly it would cost around 100 to 150 dollars. The flight itself would take about an hour and a half. But the process of flying on an airplane takes a lot longer than the flight itself. After going through security, checking bags, finding bags, another hour has easily been added on to the trip. So you have three options. Spend 100-150 dollars to go on an airplane that will altogether take you about two to three hours. Spend 80 dollars on gas and food on a 9 hour car ride. Or spend 70 dollars to be on a train that will get you to San Francisco in only four hours. The high speed train is the perfect solution for all commuters. It is cheap, easy, and faster than any other means of transportation other than flying.

Another great thing about the high speed train is that it will really help California's economy in a variety of ways. Firstly, the construction process will require mass numbers of laborers, architects, engineers, etc. The construction of the high speed train will take around twelve years. Over the course of these twelve years the High Speed Train Foundation predicts 450,000 jobs will be provided to Californians (High-Speed Train System). This will be really great for our economy. Thousands and thousands of people having a stable job for at least twelve years. Another way that the high speed train will be great for the economy is because it will be a tourist attraction. People will come from all over the country to ride the high speed train. They will each pay at least 30 dollars just to ride the train. Then even more money on food, and on souvenirs. Money will just be flowing in from out of state because of the train. It will also be good for our economy because the train will be used by thousands of Californian's each day. The Foundation expects to transport well over 150,000 passengers each day (High-Speed Train System). Each of these passengers will be spending a minimum of 30 dollars per ticket. So at the very least, the high speed train will bring in almost five million dollars each day. It is predicted to make about one billion dollars in profit each year (High-Speed Train System).The train is predicted to carry “up to 117 million passengers annually by 2030, with the capacity to also carry high-value, lightweight freight.” (High-Speed Train System). All of this money will be enriching California's economy, making our state richer and more stable.

Although the High Speed Train has may benefits it is understandable for Californians to be reluctant to vote for the high speed train. 10 billion of their own taxed dollars is a lot to spend on a train. Although 10 billion dollars is a large amount of money, it is small compared to the amount of money that would be spent on improving transportation if the train is not built. To support the growing number of people in the state, California would end up spending around 80 billion dollars on making transportation able to support more people. This 80 billion dollars would be spent on widening the freeways, widening the airport runways, and expanding all airports (High-Speed Train System). So although Californians are reluctant to vote on something that will be spending 10 billion dollars. They should be thankful that it is saving them from having to spend 80 billion later.

The High speed train is a win win for California. It effects so many different things that need to be worked on in our state in a positive way. We need to work on ending global warming, The high speed train does that. We need to reduce our massive traffic problems throughout the state, The high speed train does that. We need to provide Californian's with more jobs, The high speed train does that. We need to strengthen our economy, The high speed train does that. It is great all around. California has a very bright future with the high speed train. By 2020 you can live in San Diego and be able to go on a day trip to San Francisco and pay less than 100 dollars. You can live in Los Angeles and take the train down to San Diego after work to see a show and come home that night. In 2020 we will have a magnificent train that runs all throughout California. This train will be unlike anything that Californians have ever Dreamed of. The high speed train will be just one more thing that makes this state so great. A train that boosts the economy, fights global warming, and provides an excellent service to this great state. This dream will become a reality if Californians can see the amazing benefits that the high speed train has to offer while they cast their vote this November.

ad project


This project consisted of making an Advertisement Poster & a write up description. My partner was Josh and we chose to use the Jonas Brothers as the main factor in our advertisement. The reason behind this was because they are an influential teenage band and they many teens listen to them and what they have to say. In short, if they see that the Jonas Brothers are endorsing something, they will be compelled to at least check it out.

Poster Write Up
The technique we used in this project is celebrity influence. With the Jonas Brothers advertising the Depends brand diapers, it is going to influence other teens to wear them. This is because the Jonas Brothers are a very influential teeny bopper band, and the teeny bopper crowd is an increasing population in American Society. If you can advertise and influence teenagers, then you control a large portion of the market because they are such a large force. With this advertisement we will be targeting age groups between 10 and 16 years old because kids that age are usually interested in teen boy bands. Within this age group, we will be targeting girls since they would be most likely to be into the Jonas Brothers.
Connection is a very important thing when it comes to advertising to a young crowd. They don’t want to feel like they are being talked down to, and want some sort of similarity and connection between a product and/or advertiser. The use of a quote also really helps advertise the product because the customer feels a sort of connection to the Jonas Brothers. It feels like the brothers are actually speaking to the customer and showing their feelings. With the Jonas Brothers directly saying that they endorse Depends, it makes a direct connection to the customer and makes them feel that if they wear Depends, they will be in a way closer to the Jonas Brothers. Also, the Jonas Brothers portray a very cool image, with glasses and very nice clothes, so if the customer purchases Depends, they will feel cooler too. They will feel like they own something that a celebrity owns, automatically elevating their status among their peers.

election project

In the fall of 2008, with the upcoming election, our English class gave us the responsibility of not only educating ourselves, but also educating the public on the propositions and issues facing the November election. It was our role as students to pick a proposition or issue, do both extensive and objective research, and then write a paper with our stance on the subject. After that, our school held an exhibition to educate the public on our discoveries in a fair and unbiased way by including students with both sides to the subject in each presentation of knowledge.

My choice in this project was Proposition 1A, which would institute a High Speed Rail that travels up the coast of California. The research process was mostly completed through online websites and articles

Friday, May 15, 2009

social experiment

VIDEO!!!
I'm sorry that there is no video, we filmed the experiment and it was a success, but Kathrin was unable to upload it on to her computer because it was too big. But basically it is the video of me skateboarding through seaport village with long john underwear on. you said that this was all I needed to put up for the video since we couldnt upload it

Social Experiment

Research Problem: How will people react when someone rides by on a skateboard in long tight underwear? Will people be shocked, confused, or pay no attention? If this is unresolved we will not know how people will react when they see someone dressed very differently. The purpose is exploratory.
Operation: The variables could be the location. If you are in a place where there are a lot of people dressed differently then you may not get much of a reaction. But if you are somewhere where people are all dressed similarly we may get much more of a reaction. So in downtown people may react less than they would at the mall. We will need a video camera to explain these observations. It has not changed from what I originally intended.
Hypothesis: My hypothesis is that people will stare and turn their heads as I pass. The independent variables are the number of people who will be there for the experiment. The dependent variable is how many people will react. The location could have made a difference in the experiment. People in society have specific norms for what people wear. Although many people dress very differently most things that people wear are accepted in society. So when someone drastically breaks the norm many people will be very shocked when they see that.
Research Design:
Mode: Experimental. The design is suited very well. By skating in a very deviant outfit we can get reactions from many more people because I can travel through everybody very fast. The hypothesis was definitely tested very well with this experiment. We got to see many reactions from many people.
Sample: It was a sample because it was a specific group of people at seaport village. The sample was people at seaport village, this is a great sample because there are a lot of local people there on their day off, as well as many tourists from around the country/ world. So we were able to test a lot of different people all in one place. It was representative of the population of San Diego because of all the people there on their day off. It is very likely that the findings will be generalized to other populations because there was such a wide variety of different people there.
Findings (analysis and interpretation):
When I skated through seaport village wearing my long underwear pretty much every person I went by turned around and stared at me. I basically got a reaction from everybody there. I was very noticeable because what I was wearing was so different. We filmed this experiment and it can be viewed on Kathrin’s camera.

Summary and conclusion:
When I skated through seaport village wearing my long underwear pretty much every person I went by turned around and stared at me. I basically got a reaction from everybody there. I was very noticeable because what I was wearing was so different. I don’t see this being looked at in any other way. Everybody had a very similar reaction of confusion and surprise. It could have been different in a place where there were a lot of people dressed in deviant clothing, because then I wouldn’t have stood out. My hypothesis was definitely correct. I got the reaction I was expecting from just about everybody. It shows that people in society are not very accepting of people wearing very different clothing because there was such a big reaction from each person as I went by. Another question could be would people react differently if I had been walking by, rather than skating. The weakness of the study is that I only studied one group of people. For this to have been a better study I would do the experiment in a variety of locations.

letter to Obama

1600 Pennsylvania Ave NWWashington, DC 20500
Dear Obama
Hello my name is Clifford Green and I am a student at High Tech High International, at my school we had a project to try and confront problems throughout the world and come up with solutions, that if applied have the potential of working.
It seems as if we have reached a new era in the way America functions economically with the rest of the world. With the American economy the way it is, it seems foolish to continue to lose so much money outsourcing while at the same time to have complete disregard for the work force of many of the countries we outsource to. Now that we are in an era of change and growth it only seems necessary and reasonable to better out relationship with many countries we trade with. It also seems necessary with the state of our economy to correct the way we manage our countries business and finances.
I propose on putting a trade embargo on many of the countries we outsources to until they create a decent minimum wage for their underpaid workers along with strict labor laws that will be reinforced. Although big businesses would be losing money, it would be extremely beneficial for the world. It would also make sense to provide surplus packages to the companies which agree to stop outsourcing until working conditions improve. Until these counties instate a minimum wage and strong labor laws, it will give America a chance to bring much of the business back to home, providing many American jobs and boosting our economy.
In order for America to remain on top serious changes must be made. America must rethink many of the fundamental system they use today in order to provide a foundation for the new era and successfully remain one of the world powers.

Sincerely,
Clifford Green

Abstract

ABSTRACT

Today the majority of American companies currently outsource. Outsourcing has many benefits to both large and small businesses. In most cases it provides much cheaper labor. Outsourcing also allows for businesses to employ workers who are trained specifically in that field, rather than hiring new employees as well as training them. If a company needs a project done in one month they are able to outsource to a company that only does that year around, while your own company handles many different things. This means that the other company, which has much more experience, will be able to complete the job much more efficiently. The dictionary definition for outsourcing is: “(of a company or organization) to purchase (goods) or subcontract (services) from an outside supplier or source.” So this supplier can be domestic or foreign. Dealing with foreign outsourcing can in many cases be extremely beneficial to a company because labor costs in many other nations are much lower. The drawback to foreign outsourcing is that it is taking away the jobs of Americans and putting money in the hands of foreigners, rather than our fellow Americans. Foreign outsourcing is generally the result of a company in a last ditch effort to save themselves from bankruptcy, usually during harsh economic times. In the 1980's recession GM was forced to move 10 of its factories from Detroit to Mexico to save themselves from bankruptcy. They started foreign outsourcing in America. By 1990 all of the other major American auto companies had followed GM. Then as the “.com” era grew these outsourcing jobs became computer tech jobs, specifically in India which has many educated computer related workers willing to work for a tenth of the cost of an American worker. This is when outsourcing really started to become a problem. Before when GM outsourced to Mexico they were taking the jobs away from many underclothes Americans working in a manufacturing company. When more and more jobs were being outsourced to India this began to take away the jobs of highly educated Americans who were specialists of their field. These specialists were now left without jobs in a highly specific field of work with a limited number of job opportunities. These highly educated computer specialists are now left in a worst place than the GM worker who could easily switch careers, because they hadn't invested large amounts of money on college to train for that specific field. Many American jobs are being outsourced to countries like India every day. Our proposed solution is not a drastic one. We are not suggesting that all American companies simply bring back all of the jobs to America. We understand that it would be extremely bad for any company to do so. It would force them to multiply their salary costs by ten, of course this is impossible, especially with the way the economy is right now. Our proposed situation basically makes the best out of a bad situation. If put in to effect we will no longer be boosting the economy of a faraway country. Instead we will be helping our neighbor Mexico. Currently we are supplying thousands of Indians with computer jobs that really belong to Americans. Is that helping us out at all in any way? For the most part, No. India having a strong, stable, or even weak economy does us neither good nor bad. By bringing these jobs to Mexico it will do us some good. This is not just a favor to Mexico, it will help us out as well. Mexico will be given all of these new jobs that are actually high paying for them, while still low paying for us. With all of these new high paying jobs Mexico's economy will be boosted. With a more stable economy fewer and fewer Mexicans will immigrate to America in search of work. With this new change our next-door neighbor Mexico will have a stronger economy. While here at home we will see the numbers of illegal and legal Mexicans coming across the border. With fewer Mexicans coming to take our already short supply of jobs. These jobs will be left for the Americans who need them. So we will still be losing the computer jobs but we will no longer be losing the jobs currently being taken over by immigrants.

short story

My drug Diary.
I went over to joses today to get some thizz. When I showed up he was hitting a little zong on his couch. He has a pretty nice house compared to most guys. Fuckin Ohio’s little nasty stoner shack in OB is so gross, with dog shit and dirty bongs everywhere. Or Jays small boring ass apartment, last time I was over there they didn’t even have a pen to do a line with, I had to do it with a bill, I hate doing that shit. So overall, Jose has a pretty nice house, probly because he sells pills and because he actually has a job. That’s how I would do it if I was a dealer. I would just sell on the side and keep a lagit job, that way I wouldn’t have to rely on drugs to survive. Jose has it pretty nice. I think he’s a waiter, whenever I go over to his house when he’s done with work hes always dressed really nice. Anyway so I sit down on the couch with him and pack a bowl. Jose is one of the only guys that I actually like hanging out with. Hes only like 19 so its not very awkward. Whenever I get weed from Ohio and I hang out there im hanging out with a 28 year old burn out weed dealer. But Jose is just a regular guy that sells E on the side. So were hanging out, smoking some bowls and talking about drugs, mainly coke, for some reason that’s what we always talk about. He got back with his ex girlfriend Hannah. She sells coke, I think its kinda funny, they’re like a little drug dealing couple. He said she sells him coke for 35 a G! that’s so cheap, she usually sells it to me for 50. He asked if I wanted to do a line. What kind of question is that…of course I want a fucking line. He goes in his room to get the blow, then pulls down a mirror from the wall and lays it down on the table. Then he threw down I don’t even know how much coke. Maybe like .5 or .6 for both of us. He starts cutting it with a credit card, then he pulls out a bill and lays it down on top of the coke pressing it down with his thumb. He picked up the dollar and brushed off all the excess coke. It was really powdery, he did a pretty good job. He separated them in to two lines, rolled up the bill, did the line then handed me the bill. I hate using dollars, but he made a pretty nice one. I snorted the line and tilted my head back snorting it all through. I felt the burn in my nose and my eyes start to water. It was hanna’s shit, not nearly as good as Jays, but it was free so I couldn’t really complain. We hung out for a while longer talking bullshit and smoking cigarettes. Eventually I had to go, told him Id see him soon then left. Im saving the pills for tomorrow night, he gave me four blue dolphins for 45 bills, he said theyre super methy. People think doing the ones with meth in them are soo bad, I don’t really care, Im never going to try meth, but I don’t really care if I get some of it in my pills. The roll is definetly a lot better and a lot longer with meth in it. Anyway, its woth it. I don’t do it that much, people shouldn’t judge, they don’t know how amazing it is. Im guna go hang out at jamies right now. Today was a pretty good day. Bought some thizz, got hooked some yackkkk, and now im guna hang out with my friends and get superr baked.

Last night was pretty cool. Went to jamies, his parents weren’t home, we got super baked out. Like ten people came over, gabe, lauren, quientaro, and zach all came over. Zachs crazy ass was fucking jedi mind flipping. He was on gooms, acid, thizz, and he drank and smoke. That guy is crazy. Lauren and Q were trippin on acid. It was so funny, I asked lauren what it was like and all she could say was “I don’t even know dude. Its just crazy. So crazy. You don’t even know. I don’t even know. I don’t even know. Crazy” basically all she would say. Im kinda down to try it. It sounds pretty sick. I just think its too long. Like I don’t want to be on something for 12 hours. 4 or 5 is a lot better. But whatever, it seems like one of those things that you just try, not something you start doing a lot. But im guna wait till I have a pretty good time to do it. Like when theres no way that I’d have to talk to my mom and that I wouldn’t have to be home for like 2 days. One of these days I’ll do it. But tonight is the dance, and tonight im rolling my balls off.

Well. I feel like shit today. But last night was probably the best night of my life. We went over to jamies around 7, then hung out there talking about how sick the night was going to be. Got to the dance around 8. Ryan, Sean and I all took two pills before going in to the dance. I brought one more in with me in case I didn’t roll that hard. Probably 30 minutes in to it I was already feeling it. I Heard everything so clearly, I started feeling my face and it was amazing. I was sitting and talking to my friend Frankie, I think she was kinda annoyed because I couldn’t finish a sentence and I kept feeling her leg. But were good friends so she was cool with it. We went and started dancing, it was pretty tight, like it felt pretty amazing to be rubbing up on a girl, but my attention span was just so short. I just wanted to talk to people and to feel shit. So I went and got some water, then I discovered ice. Pretty much the most amazing thing you could ever feel while ur thizzin. It was so cold and I felt like it was going through my whole body when I touched it. Then I started touching it to my face. That was ridiculous. Like it was so intense. I couldn’t even handle how amazing it felt. I went around to all my friends who were on it handing them pieces of ice. Lauren grabbed it right out of my hand and put it on her face and was like “wholly shit, that’s too intense” I went to ryan and interrupted him while he was dancing and put it in his hands, he was pretty stoked on it, but he handed it back like five seconds later. Then I found sean, I looked at him and I was just like wholly shit, his eyes were so wide and he was just rolling so hard. I saw him from like 10 feet away and I could tell he was on it. It was crazy obvious, he told me he had taken his third pill. Hes so dumbbb, he thought he wasn’t feeling it yet, so he took the third one, then they all hit at once and he was just rolling ridiculously hard. He didn’t even look like a person, his pupils were gigantic, and his eyes were opened wider than seemed humanly possible. Anyway, he was dancing and I bring him this piece of ice, put it in his hand, he looked down at it, then looked at me, then down at it again, his eyes opened up even more, then he put it up to his face and started rubbing it all over his face. He was in love with it, I let him keep it. It was so funny. I told him to be careful and to try to squint his eyes. I looked at my phone and 2 hours had already gone by. It was fucking ridiculous. Like I seriously felt like I had been there for 10 minutes. I danced with a few more girls, It was pretty fun dancing with lauren because she was on it too and she was just dancing like a crazy freak. It was 1030 and It had only felt like half an hour. There was only one more hour left and I was bumbed that it was going to end soon. I started dancing with ally, it was amazing, she is a ridiculously amazing dancer. It was so much fun, we danced together for the entire last hour. It was so cool. We used to be really good friends but we haven’t talked in forever, but now were definetly going to start hanging out again. The dance ended and sean was still like crazy rolling. The plan was to go get in n out, then play laser tag at ultra zone. Sean wanted me to drive his car because he was still rolling really hard. I took my last two pills then started driving to point loma. I totally took the wrong freeway on ramp and ended up having to go all the way up the 15, turn around, then go back down and get on the 8. We got there so late, but it was fine, I drove really carefully the whole time. We got to in n out at like 1130 and there were a ton of people there, like always . Jamie and taylor and Frankie all got some food because they didn’t take any pills. I just sat out front of in n out smoking cigarettes. The pills started to hit me again and I was feeling really good. I started talking to these punker people and playing with their dog. It felt so cool to pet a dog. Anyway at midnight we went around the corner to ultrazone to see a ridiculously long line. We were all like fuck that and we decided to go to mount solidad. It kinda sucked to have to drive to la jolla while I was on E but I did it for sean because he didn’t think he could do it. We got to solidad at like 1230 and just hung out for a while. It was pretty cool. We could see all of san diego, it was really windy but it felt nice. I just hung out there talking to all of my friends and talking about all the best parts of the night. Sean and brandi were lame tho because they just stayed together in his car and they wanted to be alone, and Jamie and taylor did the exact same thing. So it was basically just me Frankie and ryan in ryans car, but they were both really tired and didn’t feel like talking or doing anything…pretty burnt. So I was kinda just on my own, walking around smoking more cigarettes and what not. Finally around 130 we left to go take Frankie home. Then we went to seans house and hung out for a while. Sean really wanted to be with brandi so we had to wait outside until 4 in the morning, it was so lame. Ryan and I had a little bit of weed, so we went and smoked down the street. The weed really screwed me up. When it combined with all the ecstacy in my body it just made me feel absolutely retarded. I couldn’t complete a sentence, I forgot everything that I was saying, it really sucked. Finally at 430 we went to bed. 3 hours later seans alarm starts going off, because he had work. So fucking gay. I was soo tired. I was ridiculously burnt out. Ryan instantly leaves and goes home to sleep. And I was stuck all by myself at 730 in the morning.

Friday, February 6, 2009

1960

The 1960's made a huge impact on America. Up until this point the majority of the population conformed to social norms, most people dressed the same, most people had very similar haircuts, also the majority of the population really believed in the government. Up until this point everybody pretty much stood by the government and the decisions that it made. Nobody ever questioned WW1 or WW2, people just believed that whatever our government chose to do was the right thing. But this all changed in the 1960's. People no longer wanted to conform, people wanted to be unique and not follow along with everybody else like they had been doing for so long. When the Vietnam war began people started to realize that they shouldn't just follow everything that the government says. They realized that they could think for themselves and stand up for what they believe in, and choose not to fight in a war that they did not believe in. Along with massive war protests this was also the time of the civil rights movement. African Americans were no longer satisfied with the way they were treated as unequal in our country. So they too stood up for what they believed in, and made change. People started dressing differently, people started having new haircuts, people started listening to new and very different music. Everything was changing, but it all revolved around people thinking for themselves and wanting to be individuals. This really changed America from then on. Americans now are not afraid to stand up against the government when they feel that they are being misrepresented. They know that it is okay because they have seen what the Vietnam war protesters and the civil rights activists were able to accomplish in the 1960's. Today there is no longer a typical American. People no longer try to all dress the same way and look the same way and live in similar houses. This was very appealing before the 1960's, but after that many Americans realized that they wanted to be unique. This trend of individualism and new thinking has stayed very strong in America ever since the 60's.

So why did people protest the Vietnam war? Why had Americans shown full support to every war previous to Vietnam? Was it that people didn't believe in what they were fighting for? That is definitely a factor. People really didn't believe in this war like they had in the past. But the main thing was that the youth of this time were the baby boomers. They were all the children of WW2 veterans and they really wanted to start thinking for themselves. They didn't want to conform and just go in to the military like their parents. They didn't want to go die in a war that they didn't believe in. So they stood up for what they believed in.